It is isn’t it? It isn’t easy, it hard. For EVERYONE.
No matter what your relationship status-married, single, living together-you will be presented with your own unique set of challenges. Two parents in the home doesn’t mean you will be worry free. It doesn’t mean there will always be money to do what the kids want to do, to buy them everything their hearts desire. It doesn’t’ mean that your child/ren will be perfectly behaved.
Just like being a single parent means you are doomed to wander the earth alone. It doesn’t automatically mean that your children will be left to raise themselves because you are working 12 jobs. (I know I’m being glib there)
There was a time when the “Mommy Wars” was all about working moms vs SAHM, now it’s about single parents vs I don’t know….two parents, married couples, living together people…who knows.
I know single parents that have very involved exes/partners. The parents use their heads and realize that just because the relationship didn’t work out doesn’t mean the kids should suffer, and they find a way to work together.
I know kids who live with one parent and rarely if ever see the other parent, but the custodial parent learns to deal with things. They reach out to family, friends, neighbors if need be. They cultivate relationships with other parents so that their kids can partake in some of the things kids like to do-dance class, sports, or playdates.
I know parents that want to be martyr’s to their kids and everyone that sees them. They complain that they are alone, no one will help them, but they refuse the help of others or worse refuse to let others even know they might need help.
I know married couples in which both parents work. If there are older kids, they are sometimes asked to pick up some of the slack, and many of these kids do so willingly.
I know married couples in which one parent stays home. Roy and I fall into this category. Sometimes we have really good days, other days are hard as hell, and I wonder if giving up my job coaching was the right thing to do. But we make it work.
And THAT is the key phrase-we make it work. We aren’t perfect, though some days seem pretty darn perfect to me. A day at the mall with the boys doing some fun shopping, and then lunch at a new restaurant. Or a day just being at home-the kids running around with friends, and Roy and I taking a moment to relax together.
Other days are crazy. Yesterday, Hayden didn’t want to get up and when I told him he had school he proclaimed (for the first, though I am sure not the last time) that:
“I don’t want to go to school!”
“I know, you’re tired. Go to bed earlier.” I don’t have a lot of sympathy for the kids in the morning, I admit.
Hayden flopped out of bed, “This is why I hate you!”
This isn’t the first time I have heard this, and over the years this horrific declaration hurts less and less. I know Hayden doesn’t hate me, so I just did my thing.
Then Corey and I got into a beef. I hate when the kids have to go to school and we are annoyed with one another.
Then my stand mixer broke. Though, Roy was able to fix it, so YEAH!
Yesterday was crazy, but you deal with it. It’s what you do.
The point is-whatever your ‘parenting status’ might be, there are ways to deal with it. Ways to take the pressure off, if you choose not to explore ANY of those options, that’s on you. Yes, there will be times when we have to break our kids heart, but that’s also part of parenting, and that isn’t exclusive to single parents or working parents.
I have bad days as a mom, and I vent to Roy or friends, and while it’s nice for them to sympathize with me for a moment, I don’t expect them to enable me to stay in a funk day after day. I don’t expect them to constantly agree with me that my life sucks.
The biggest part of being a parent is simply that BEING a parent. You find a way to make things work, and if you can’t know it isn’t going to work because you exhausted all options, not because you simply don’t want to try.